The war within...

My unfathomable fight to begin a day.
The incalculable desire to just shut away,
from the world and its beings.
I fight a war within.
Every day, it seems.

Puts on a pretentious smile daily.
Laughs away the deep rooted sadness miserably.
Keeping up with the hustle that surrounds me.
I fight a war within.
The hardest there has ever been.


Fighting away the emptiness.
Fighting away the loneliness.
The bleakness, the gloominess.
There is a war within,
i fight from my own being.










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